I’m feeling miserable in the role Disneyland chose to put me in - it’s not feeling like it fits me or I fit it at all. And I just started. And I don’t know who to talk to about it, or if I should talk to anyone at all. I’m afraid that if I tell my manager I’m miserable she’ll just let me go, and that’s the last thing I want after coveting a Disney job for so long and finally getting hired. I’d really love to be in a different department; something with slightly less contact with people (I’m a ticket taker, so I see everyone who enters the park/s), and something where I might be working indoors on occasion. I realize I can’t talk to anyone about a transfer until I’ve been there six months. I just hope I can reasonably make it through the next 5.5 without feeling really down.
Just needed to get that out of my system. Thanks for existing/listening.